three musketeers #Kobe #HotdogsOrLegs

three musketeers #Kobe #HotdogsOrLegs

I did a thing.

I did a thing.

I did a thing.

I did a thing.

Tomorrow, 9/10, happens to be Worldwide Suicide Prevention Day. Having gone through personal struggles myself, I know the importance of feeling not alone. Do something kind tomorrow, not only to commemorate those who were tragically lost to suicide but… to brighten someone’s day just a little bit. You never know who could use the smile. #BeBetter #BeNicer #SuicidePrevention

Tomorrow, 9/10, happens to be Worldwide Suicide Prevention Day. Having gone through personal struggles myself, I know the importance of feeling not alone. Do something kind tomorrow, not only to commemorate those who were tragically lost to suicide but… to brighten someone’s day just a little bit. You never know who could use the smile. #BeBetter #BeNicer #SuicidePrevention

I can’t give up on him

Not when we fit so perfectly together like this

The guy I’m dating is going through the hardest time in his life and it breaks my heart to see him struggle. I wish that I could swallow his pain and the guilt and fight his demons; I wish he could see himself the way I see him. When I look at him, I see darkness and sadness behind a face that is so beautiful… when I look at him, the way I feel is unrivaled by anything I have ever felt. To know that his soul is in pain makes me want to vomit.

Here’s the thing: it’s not as if I haven’t been down this road before. I’ve dated my fair share of broken people who think that maybe I can fix them, right before they shatter me. I’m tired of dating people who constantly try to fill these holes in their soul; I’m tired of being casualties in their wars. I don’t want that to happen again, but it’s stupid of me to think that one day I won’t hear the same old, “I just need some space to work on me…”

It’s eerily familiar, and so fucking painful. I love this man with every part of me, I love him even though I don’t want to. I love him despite everything he has done and may do in the future. I love him even when he hates himself. I want to piece him back together even when he wants to destroy himself.

I just don’t want to get hurt. I just want so desperately for things to work out for once.

I just want love to be fucking ENOUGH.

always finding words of wisdom from bathroom walls - “do it not because you have to, but because you’re compelled” (at THE SAINT)

always finding words of wisdom from bathroom walls - “do it not because you have to, but because you’re compelled” (at THE SAINT)

love you

love you

I feel so fucking heartbroken right now

not too shabby @cpetras732 #flowersandvideogames #thebest

not too shabby @cpetras732 #flowersandvideogames #thebest

When you’re lost in those woods, it sometimes takes you a while to realize that you are lost. For the longest time, you can convince yourself that you’ve just wandered off the path, that you’ll find your way back to the trailhead any moment now. Then night falls again and again, and you still have no idea where you are, and it’s time to admit that you have bewildered yourself so far off the path that you don’t even know from which direction the sun rises anymore.

—Elizabeth Gilbert (via blazeberg)

💥💥💥 (at Club Karen)

💥💥💥 (at Club Karen)

"We teach girls that they cannot be sexual beings in the way that boys are.
Feminist: the person who believes in the social, political, and economic equality of the sexes.” #FLAWLESS #wokeuplikedis (at VMAs)

"We teach girls that they cannot be sexual beings in the way that boys are.
Feminist: the person who believes in the social, political, and economic equality of the sexes.” #FLAWLESS #wokeuplikedis (at VMAs)

"What did my fingers do before they held him? What did my heart do with its love?" - Sylvia Plath

"What did my fingers do before they held him? What did my heart do with its love?" - Sylvia Plath

I’m truly amazed. I took a chance - something I don’t ordinarily do in love. I agreed to allow someone new and unfamiliar into my life, despite everything in me telling me not to… but I’m so glad I did. I can’t remember ever feeling this way about someone - someone who genuinely just wants the best for me. Insecurity still hurts me, it still boggles my mind that someone could love me and expect nothing from me… it’s strange. I’m waiting for it to explode. I’m waiting for the pain. But he loves me just as much as I love him - I feel blessed, I feel strange, I feel scared, I feel love, and that’s all I could hope for.