three musketeers #Kobe #HotdogsOrLegs
Tomorrow, 9/10, happens to be Worldwide Suicide Prevention Day. Having gone through personal struggles myself, I know the importance of feeling not alone. Do something kind tomorrow, not only to commemorate those who were tragically lost to suicide but… to brighten someone’s day just a little bit. You never know who could use the smile. #BeBetter #BeNicer #SuicidePrevention
I can’t give up on him
Not when we fit so perfectly together like this
The guy I’m dating is going through the hardest time in his life and it breaks my heart to see him struggle. I wish that I could swallow his pain and the guilt and fight his demons; I wish he could see himself the way I see him. When I look at him, I see darkness and sadness behind a face that is so beautiful… when I look at him, the way I feel is unrivaled by anything I have ever felt. To know that his soul is in pain makes me want to vomit.
Here’s the thing: it’s not as if I haven’t been down this road before. I’ve dated my fair share of broken people who think that maybe I can fix them, right before they shatter me. I’m tired of dating people who constantly try to fill these holes in their soul; I’m tired of being casualties in their wars. I don’t want that to happen again, but it’s stupid of me to think that one day I won’t hear the same old, “I just need some space to work on me…”
It’s eerily familiar, and so fucking painful. I love this man with every part of me, I love him even though I don’t want to. I love him despite everything he has done and may do in the future. I love him even when he hates himself. I want to piece him back together even when he wants to destroy himself.
I just don’t want to get hurt. I just want so desperately for things to work out for once.
I just want love to be fucking ENOUGH.
always finding words of wisdom from bathroom walls - “do it not because you have to, but because you’re compelled” (at THE SAINT)
I feel so fucking heartbroken right now
—Elizabeth Gilbert (via blazeberg)
"We teach girls that they cannot be sexual beings in the way that boys are.
Feminist: the person who believes in the social, political, and economic equality of the sexes.” #FLAWLESS #wokeuplikedis (at VMAs)
I’m truly amazed. I took a chance - something I don’t ordinarily do in love. I agreed to allow someone new and unfamiliar into my life, despite everything in me telling me not to… but I’m so glad I did. I can’t remember ever feeling this way about someone - someone who genuinely just wants the best for me. Insecurity still hurts me, it still boggles my mind that someone could love me and expect nothing from me… it’s strange. I’m waiting for it to explode. I’m waiting for the pain. But he loves me just as much as I love him - I feel blessed, I feel strange, I feel scared, I feel love, and that’s all I could hope for.